Mr. Toad's Wild(ly INSANE) Ride..

Well, part two in the tea time journey was a tad more...involved.
Keep in mind that I am partaking in these journeys to find a more in depth spiritual meaning, and possibly a sense of higher presence in our existence.

That being said, let me tell you what I found. My co-explorer Alice and I decided to double the amount we used previously, and were fairly certain that this would yield the proper results.
We finished our tea, then decided to adjourn to the bedroom to relax with some meditative music, to assist in achieving more visions and possibly an out of body experience.
As we laid there we could feel the waves flowing in and the patterns on the inside of our eyes began to form, to dance around and start showing the presence of alien intelligence. All the surfaces of the ceiling and room were taking their own shapes into new direction. We shared each others experiences and as it worked it's way deep into our deeper consciousness we both realized this was going to be quite a bit stronger than the last time. In other words, holy shit we were in trouble.

The next wave was beginning to hit, and boy was it a doozie. I tried to just keep my eyes closed and enjoy the patterns and movement, but that proved to be a bit overwhelming. Not nearly as bad as keeping my eyes open though. Then before I even realized, we were up on our feet and heading to the back yard to get some air and space.
Once outside, the world erupted into a vision of symmetrical fire and imagery. There were seas of Indian temples and columns amongst the branches of trees, eyes in all of the leaves, the sky was a veil of electric blue with thinly stenciled patterns of fractal-like shapes, so deep and pure, outlining the trees with a razor sharp vengeance.
The trees danced like cardboard cutouts in a surreal animation, overlaid on a blue background, pivoting in weird mechanical arcs. As they rocked back and forth in synchronicity, all the branches moved like flames tickling the sky, steadily pulsing to the sound of large, deep jungle drums. Every direction I would look had the same sense of urgency, and a grand scale of importance and deeper meaning. A fabled dreamland of sorts, a mystical mecca, draped in lush colors and textures, calling out to me with deepening meaning. Where was I? What did all this mean?

We quickly realized this was way more than our little minds could grasp, and started to search for reprieve. The hose was laying close by and spoke of relief so we quickly commenced with spraying all the foliage around us to quench the thirst of all things great and small. They asked for fluids, were heard it. After all it was a warm morning, why shouldn't we share the wealth?
After obliging our green companions we continued to spray each other down to try and lessen the effects of our mind expansion, and it seemed to work wonders- for a bit.

The drops of water on Alice's arms were mesmerizing. So vivid and bright, each drop had it's own light source glistening in the sun like a mini quasar, and all of them moving in unison, growing and contracting, sliding downward to mother earth, it was a beautiful symphony, like a school of fish following the point man to the ends of the ocean. The mist on the hairs of my arm looked like a blanket of diamonds, all blindingly bright and strung together perfectly. It was breathtaking, but quickly overlooked now by the water soaked cracks in the smooth concrete slabs underfoot. The lines of the cracks were swelling and shrinking, all underneath the layer of shimmering water flow. They looked alive and held my interest for quite a bit. No matter how much I sprayed the hose at the dancing, eel-like cracks they would disappear. They kept undulating and growing.

At this point Alice started relaying to me that it was "all a big cosmic joke, that all of it was just a joke, everything that was happening to us, all the things around us were just part of a practical joke". That the very questions we asked, the answers we sought, to find out the meaning of the universe and all things shielded in the other worlds, were now being shown to us- here you go, here's what you wanted, now go ahead and squirm as you try to cope with it all. As Alice relayed this to me, she smiled and laughed maniacally. Laughed and laughed between sharing each bit of new found knowledge, laughed and laughed as her mind melted away from any sense of normalcy we once knew, and seemed to quickly forget how to return.

In the midst of the laughter, tribal drummings, and being drenched with the hose we were seemingly no longer aware of, we truly approached a near state of madness. . It was truly the crazy taking over the asylum and were desperately searching for the key to the front gate.
As I continued to look around, I noticed the floorboards of the deck come alive...

To be continued..

Synchronicity

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Does this ever happen to you? I was at work today, and towards the end of the day a thought popped into my head about a friend I work with. I suddenly became aware that I hadn't seen him around all day and wondered if he was even here today. Not two minutes later he comes strolling up to my desk to say hello and see what I was up to! It was kind of awkward because we actually didn't have much to talk about, which made it seem even weirder and very unnatural. This happens all the time to me, and much more frequently these days. I've always believed that we all have an inherent psychic ability that we just don't know how to tap in to, but if you can be aware when it does happen and acknowledge it, the easier it gets. I've noticed that a true sign of when it is happening is when your thought is completely sudden and random. If it makes no sense or was not inspired by an outside stimulus then chances are you are getting a signal.
Now the real question is, what is the cause of this? Am I picking up glimpses of the future right before it happens, or am I sending out signals that in turn make these moments happen?
This would plague me as a child with my mom. So many times at the dinner table, I would think of things, then my mom would say them shortly after, or I would say something and my mom would declare that she was just thinking the same thing. Could be coincidence, could be a genetic bond, or "being on the same page", or it could be that little trace of telekinetic remnants that many of the animal kingdom still seem to utilize more efficiently than we do. Why haven't we evolved our sense of communication yet?
Other examples of these happenings that make me doubt this is coincidence are: the ability to sometimes start singing the the song that is about to come on the radio seconds before it does, sometimes being able to know who it is when the phone rings(without using call waiting, of course!), and most recently being able to guess two of the three lotto numbers...four days in a row. I have to say that that was the "ah yes" moment for me, the moment when I finally put my skepticism aside and said there must be something to this, it all seems so put there for me to notice.
Again, I'm not sitting here trying to say to you all that I'm this powerful super-psychic that can now track down killers and tell you who you will marry or what color Prius you're going to buy! No, I'm just saying that if you pay attention to the tiny signs that are presented to you, you just might realize that your brain is trying to help you out. It's smarter than you think, and I firmly believe that we all are capable of this and we all could surely use the extra help! This also falls into the category of gut reactions and trusting your instincts, same kind of thing, different signs but that is another blog day..
If this entry has amused you then I have done my job. Please feel free to leave your stories or comments, I would love to know what you think...

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The beginning of the beginning?

Hello to all who are (eventually) reading this!
This purpose of this blog will be for me to relate my experiences, past, present,and future, be it normally or otherworldly. I'm not too good with keeping schedules or chronology, so I will keep the structure of this blog free form so as to encourage future input..

So, on to what I have to contribute today.
This past weekend I had an experience. Some time in the afternoon I had some tea, and let's just say the tea was flavored with special vegetables, vegetables that you would adorn your salad or burger with. This enhanced the particular blend of tea and did wonders for my state of mind.
Some of the things I noticed after a bit were altered states of the physical world. Things were moving like they were under water, and pulsating like flower petals. The real amazing stuff would happen after I would close my eyes. I would start to see patterns of air moving in unison with the music I was listening too, swirls and tails of weird colors and such. But something that was out of the normal mode of visions for me was what I saw next. All of a sudden I found myself effortlessly floating in a reclined position in a large space, and seconds later I was being covered with wings by what seemed to be hawks or possibly eagles. They were gently flapping and placing their wings all over my body. There were literally wings lining every inch of my silhouette, and I felt very peaceful and relaxed. It almost seemed like they were forming a headdress and I could vaguely see off to my left and above me what I made out as three or four Native American Indians standing by watching me, almost as if they were approving of my presence. I can't make out what the whole gathering meant but it seemed very important. And as quick as it started, it was over. I think I pulled myself out too soon, there could have been a chance to learn something more from it, but I'll have to try again next time. Hopefully they will show themselves again.
There were several other key moments throughout the rest of the day but I don't have time right now, I need some sleep. I will try to continue tomorrow..
Feel free to comment and leave your opinions on what you think my vision could mean. I've already been told that it could be a calling to become a shaman. If you have any info on this I'd like to know more.

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